looking back

now that the year is almost over, i haven been thinking about what this year has been like, what i'd like to change.  it's something that i have been trying to change over the past few years but the more each year progresses, the more i forget and i just end up where i started.  what i'm talking about is me trying to be a positive person.  positive as in, thinks positive thoughts, speaks positive thoughts, and is more pro-activ in my own life.  i am a negative nancy, a scrooge.  i try to remind myself about the universal law of attraction.  think and believe in abundance and the universe will give it back to you.  pretty much anything you put out will come back to you.  on my part, i see how that has led me to where my life is today.  there has been times when i did make things happen and other times i just sit and wait, hoping things will happen on its own.  i really need to stop that.