lessons

looking back, everything that i've endured last year has taught me so much about myself.  i have come out stronger that i ever thought possible. i now have a better sense of myself.  i am more confident. i know what i want and don't want in work, life, and love.  i am finally at peace with myself.  it feels great.

as a result, good things are entering my life.  i have a job.  it's not full time but i am happy.  i know this is where i am supposed to be.  for now.  at the end of last month, my work with the kids was taken away.  yesterday, my supervisor asked me if i could start again as one of the staff who was working with them had left.  i have been wanting to work with them again.  i was going to start volunteering with them on two other days that i wasn't working.  this is perfect.

also, there is a cute guy at work.  i know he likes me. he just really hasn't said much but that's probably because i haven't said much.  maybe i intimidate him. it's been two or three weeks now.  i want to talk to him but i'm too scared.  i know he is older and at the moment i am trying to figure out if he's married or not. if he's single, i don't want to start anything until mid-april, if possible. (for astrological reasons--bad to start a new relationship while mars is retrograde. i believe in this stuff).  not sure if i could control that, though.  if he's married, well, i am not going to cross that line.