lately i've been feeling a little bit disappointed with myself. before my second trip to france, i was hoping the experience would change me, that it would challenge me. i did learn a lot and it did change me a bit. however, i feel like there is still a lot of growing up that needs to be done. going to france could not have done that because it was a country that i was comfortable with and that i knew i would be safe there. not to say i want to put myself in danger but i need to go somewhere new and a out of my comfort zone. i think my next experience, whether its for work or not, will have to meet those requirements.
i am not exactly sure when that time will come, how many more years but months ago i started looking into getting field experience for my future career in humanitarian aid. i found a program that was inexpensive but now i might reconsider since it's a very sheltered program.
however, my plans have changed a lot since last summer. we'll see where this goes.
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